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Nadia Clark

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Nadia is a writer, speaker, and former Oakland police officer whose work explores resilience, justice, and the quiet moments that shape a life. After a decade on the force, she turned to storytelling to process the realities of street life and the hidden struggles she witnessed. Nadia now leads training and mentorship programs in the merchant-services industry while crafting children’s books, motivational talks, and narrative nonfiction. Her writing blends raw experience with faith and hope, inviting readers to confront hard truths and discover unexpected grace

12

12 is a familiar term when it comes to police  

You got the cat call of the streets  

12!  

Hitting the block - four wheels locked in!  

Apex that corner!

Ride it smooth

They’ll never see you comin… 

Better to be buried by 12, than carried by 6, a code executed call to call  

Split decisions and such… 

Well 

One night I encountered another meaning of the number 12.   

Twas the hour  

Time to head in for the night  

Don’t go down the major thoroughfares!  

It’s a trap  

That 10hr will turn into 20 real quick  

I look to my right  

Same ole same old  

The drunk, the addict, the pimp  

I look to my left  

The bus stop  

All the hoes be there  

Empty 

Shit was brighter than usual  

Why can’t I stop staring? 

It’s always so full  

So many ladies of the night,  

But this night 

Just one 

Heart dropped into my womb  

Queezy 

I can't take my eyes off her  

I hit the U  

Turn onto the block  

I walk out 

Frozen 

I can see each breath  

Our eyes meet  

Why does she look so young?  

Doused in makeup. 

Why does she smell so bad?  

Ripe 

The closer I get  

The younger she gets 

I fixed my lips to utter

How old are you?  

12  

My heart stands still  

When was the last time you bathed?  

Two weeks ago  

The stench of the night and varying bodies seep through her pores    

I wonder how many tours  

Where you come from?  

I was in a group home, I got snatched  

I choke back my disgust  

My rage, My tears, Let’s go 

You hungry  

Yes  

Of course 

Let’s go 

We cruise through the drive through  

24/7 

Collect a few favorites  

We go downtown  

Cold metal elevators encase us  

We reach our destination  

Youth services  

Report: 12 year girl on the stroll  

kidnapped from her group home  

hasn’t bathed in two weeks  

She's sitting quietly 

Chicken nuggets, cheeseburger and fries 

Her face  

Damn her face  

A child has been returned?  

Doubt it 

What do I do with this? 

What do I make of this?

Why? 

This! 

I never get any closure  

I never hear anything about her life  

I think about her till this day  

Almost 20 years have passed  

I wonder where she is today  

I know only God knows  

I line up 12  

Another after another  

I sip to her years  

I sip to choke back my tears 

Sweet Pea,

I pray your 12 year old heart found peace 

I hope He hears your prayers  

I pray you  

I ran out of words of say  

I feel the tears welding in my eyes  

Lord 

Have mercy on her soul  

The significance of 12  

Magnificent is the day  

We meet

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